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Hello, as it says above I posted erroneously in how to create a….” under “I can’t take the pain.”
Like many mothers/fathers and greatly loved ones, I need a sponsor or even some guidance. I can see many do. I feel no more important than any other here. On the contrary I feel deploy and identify with them. It takes a lot of pain to get here, and admittance of not coping well or in a healthy way.
I like many do need a sponsor, or someone to talk to. My son survived an o.d. I am grateful he survived. Grateful is an understatement. However after visiting him I saw him as I never did. His eyes, he was lost. His pain was so great it was palpable. He couldn’t fake a smile if he wanted to. It left me so concerned. Uneasy. I just wanted to bring him home from New England. Our visit was so short and he could barely speak. I left in worse shape. Knowing or feeling he was. Someone tell me/us how to live with “ the” possibility being real. It follows or precedes every thought. As one mother said she puffs her pillow at night and for those few seconds she forgets, a reprieve. Then you remember “ my child is not ok.” My daughter has 1/4 of a mom. My family and friends as well. Any help at all would be appreciated.
Thank you very much
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