Nar-Anon Chat™

My husband has completed his rehab, taking his medication for ADHD & Anxiety, going to meeting every night, going to his counselor twice a week every week, takes home drug tests upon request etc…another words he is doing everything he is supposed to be doing & he is doing it wonderfully. Me on the other hand…not so well. I know that trust doesn't happen over night or anything but wow…I seem to trust him less now then I did when he was an active addict. It's like I'm just waiting for the bottom to drop out and expecting the worst to happen. Does anyone have any advice…