Hello,
It has taken me along time to arrive at this point. My husband has been battling his addiction to cocaine on and off for 16 years. I have been reading some of the other messages and some of them sound so much like my life it's startling. We have two daughters and my oldest, 16, just learned of her dad's addiction. I told her. And I feel guilty and sad that I have brought pain into her life. That was the deciding factor for me to realize that maybe I also need guidance through all of this. I told her because my husband is considering an in patient program and I will not be able to cover up for him if he does. Also because the other options of divorce or separation and overdose (which he has already done) will also lead her to finding out eventually. So did I make a poor decision? I don't have the answers to these questions. I'm truly at a loss as to what I do next? I'm 43 years old and I have no idea where my path will lead me next and what I'm going to do. Truly feeling lost right now.
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