Nar-Anon Chat™

I am not sure if I am posting in the right place..I feel desperate to talk to someone that understands drug addiction. I have been to Alanon, and it was very good, but I feel a little lack of understanding the drug addict…I guess..who know why I stopped going to those meetings..I doknow that my situation with my addicted husband is out of control and I am so very sad at my own failure to handle it all proper…I know "I" need help. There really are not very many Narcanon meetings in my city so here I am…..my husbands drug of choice at "this" time is Oxycotin (sp)?…I am angry, resentful and behaving like someone I do not want to be….I pray for some helphere..