Hi. My name is Stephanie. Iâm new to the group. Iâve recently ended a relationship with an addict. Uhhh, I loved him SO much! More than I knew was possible. We still talk on occasion, but I try to limit it to keep me from getting sucked back in to his manipulating spells. Thereâs so many conflicting feelings. Iâm really struggling with the âwhyâ and âwhy notâ, as well as the âwhat ifâ. Heâs such a great person when heâs not using… or maybe thatâs when he is using… who knows?!? Iâm going through some serious grief! Iâm worried this is going to stay with me for a long time. It hurts pretty bad! I KNOW I should never take addiction personally, but itâs so hard not to (when it comes to the feelings part). This relationship was the most stressful and exhausting thing Iâve ever experienced. The emotional rollercoaster! Iâm trying not to let this impact my trust and compassion for others.
Iâm trying to get ME back! Thanks for the support!
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