Nar-Anon Chat™

Hello all. My fiancé is an addict. I found out about a year ago and decided to stay because he said he wanted to get and help and not use anymore. His drug of choice is shooting dilaudid. He's done everything under the sun including heroin and shoots up his drug of choice. I found all this out about a year ago when he had taken my card to get 40 bucks out of the ATM to buy his usual pill. The stories e tells me about his 15 year long stint of drug abuse are something you would see in a movie. He's been to detox 3 times and is about to leave for his second stint of rehab since we've been together. He's been ou about a month and relapsed. He's now leaving in two days to go to a 9 month long program because he knows he can be better. He knows he has potential. He smart and caring but this hurts so bad and I don't know how to handle. I don't have very many people I can talk to that won't just tell me to leave him. That's why I'm here. That's just scraping the surface of my story but I'm hoping this place can help me.