I'm finding that I'm the only one stoked about my recovery from codependency.I tell people that I m in the process of healing and I have this meeting place and CODA.Well father in law seems to think I am now soft ,in denial ,and I need professional help…My aunt says…Do you need to lay into me now..I feel alot better then I have ever felt in years and no one seems to want me to heal,I guess they would rather see me living in the pit of hell and telling me I need help…Go figure…They don't seem to think that the addict has the problem. I don't know.My son seems to think I spend to much time with self help books,but that is part of how I got where I am today.Father-in -law also thinks my meetings are pretty much a waste of time and I m not going to learn much from them…What does he know I've learned so much and I've found my voice and I speak my mind..I see the change,I not where I need to be,but Thank God Im not where I used to be. I don't feel like I'm in denial anymore.I tell it like it is as far as the addiction devastation. I don't enable and rescue him any more and I don't sweep it under the rug like he wants me to.I'm learning not to worry as much which was always and I m learning to know what it is to be grateful.I'm learning that it is ok for me to be happy,take care of myself and find peace and joy.I m also learning to not force life and things to happen,and to live life on life's terms.Most of all I'm learning to live one day @ a time.How can they think it is not a good what I'm doing for me…
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