I'm a 28 year old male. The addict in my life is my twin brother. Our birth parents were heroin addicts and we were adopted after going through the foster care system. But were basically all each others got. But hes basically got no one now besides me. Hes homeless. I'm currently disabled due to mental health issues so I cant exactly help him too much. But I think he has not been making it easy on me. I got him into a great rehab before I went on a vacation and he got kicked out for messing around with a girl :(. The last thing id want him to do is disappear out of my life. Besides my girlfriend hes the most important person to me in the world. But it feels like he uses us all the time and expects me to do everything. I really want to. And it kills me when it feels like I'm not doing enough. I'm trying so hard to make forward progress in my life. Trying my best to become a functioning member of society again, but I feel so much worry,anxiety,and pain over all of this. Every relapse I feel like I didn't do enough for him because I'm basically the only one that cares about him. I'm trying so hard but getting no where with him yet I cant let go.
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