Hi. My name is Lisa. I reluctantly signed up to seek understanding of this crazy life I lead. I have been married to an addict for 27 years. He hides it well and is a great liar. I am so lost. My moods vacilate between stress, worry, anger and sadness daily. my life revolves around my hisbands behaviors. I become obsessed with trying to figure out the truth. His lies have become so blatant that I don\\\’t even fight with him anymore. I have pushed away most of my friends. I am tired and spend a lot of effort trying to appear normal. Ugh! I am too old to start over. He said he is going to treatment again. We will see.
Thanks Carolynn. I’m sorry you are struggling too. Today was another crappy one. Returned home from work and he isn’t home. Imagine that! I wonder when he will show up and can only imagine what he is up to. I haven’t really talked to him since Sunday. Numb is how I feel today. And tired of course, always tired.
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