Nar-Anon Chat™

Hi there,
I am in love with a meth addict. I just left him a few weeks ago, I am 6 months pregnant and felt I had no choice but to leave, dealing with guilt about this, but things were getting violent and we lost everything. I am with family and have good support but I am feeling so sad and alone and like no one understands. I still love him and have hope for him, but i cant trust him or rely on him and it kills me. This is still so raw and new, think i am doing the right thing