Hey all. I'm Jen, i'm 30 years old with 4 kids, and live in ND. I have been with my husband for going on 11 years and he has been a constant addict throughout or relationship. He has had good times where he is clean, so far this is his longest in his eyes, going on 5 years… but I actually want to tell him I caught him snorting his pain meds and I wont acknowledge another year clean for him personally.
It has been tough for us the last six months. we've moved from a two bedroom apartment into a motel room (I work here so it kind of helps a little being able to have the one apt like room with a kitchen and more space).. but with four kids and us two adults, it's still too small. Lately he has been blaming me for not finding a place to live or at least not trying hard enough. And aparently I've been telling a multitude of people that we're just gonna stay here in this town even if we have the oppurtunity to move, out of town or even out of state.
Recently I started online schooling and it was his idea (he pshed me about it a lot til i finally looked at it). As soon as i found out i was accepted and goin to start asap, he was all moaning how i wouldn't have time to spend with him because between work, kids, and school, i'd be too busy. I set up my school to be one class for 5/5.5 weeks, 3 of 4 kids are in school at elast half a day, during that time our fourth kid usually takes a nap or does educational stuff on my kindle with my help. I work between 2 and 7 hours currently, and NOT every day of the week. I have two days off for sure being the only employee besides a maid. and yet I guess I wont have time for him otherwise.
Sorry to ramble… it's been a tough weekend and with christmas coming, kids are home for a week and i'm stressing out about money and other things..
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