I have struggled with addiction myself and I quit using 12 years ago. I got married for the first time when we were using and that marriage did not last long. My second husband had never used drugs and that marriage was full of unfaithfulness and I started using again for a very brief period. We got divorced in 2010 and I had been sober for 7 years. I finally married my best friend and the love of my life June 2014. I found out that my husband was using and it tore me apart. The only reason that I became sober was because that was not the life I wanted for my 3 kids. I felt like I had failed them because I never thought that it would be around my children again. The last day he used was January 9th and he is in a program now. I am very proud of him and I support him. I figured to try this because I am struggling with the fact that I can not trust him anymore. I am scared that he will relapse and at that point I do not know what I would do or how to handle it. I have been going to family group which has helped a lot. The kids go with us also and they really enjoy it and find it helpful. I would go to a meeting in town but it is on the nights that we have the family group. This is my first day on this and I am excited to do my first group on here.
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