Nar-Anon Chat™

I’m Megan, and my spouse is an addict. She takes my prescribed medication to get high. She has lied, cheated, stole from me and my family. She has some other disabilities that do not make things any easier. I am at my breaking point. I have filled out divorce papers online (due to the pandemic) multiple times but can not file. I am stressed to the max and tired, so tired. And I am tired of being tired. I feel bad for wanting to leave because of her disabilities, I am a nurse, I want to fix things. But this is something I can not fix. I do not know what to do and I feel stuck. I feel so alone in this, and I don’t know what to do.