Hi. I have been with my husband for almost 20 years., married for close to 14 years. I had told him when we first met that I did not want to be in a relationship with someone who did drugs because hubby 1 was an addict and I had a young child. I did't want her exposed to that. I found out about 1 1/2 years ago that he has been using meth since before we met. I new a few years back that there was something going on with him. Not all the time, but sometimes, he just wasn't right. You know? Then a friend got into a motorcycle accident and we found out he showed up positive for meth. That was all I needed to start my investigation. Hubby had all of the signs of it so I asked him and (of course) I was crazy and stupid. Well, lone behold I wan't crazy and stupid. He finally admitted to it after a big shoit show with his hubby's daughter. I really wan't surprised because deep down I knew he was doing it.
Right now he is in rehab for the second time. The first time, he lasted 6 months. I was more optimistic last time. I don't know if he will be able to to this. From what I have read, meth is one of the hardest drugs to kick.
I am so pissed off and hurt. I didn't want to deal with this again. I don't do drugs. I have one alcoholic beverage a year if I am lucky. I just keep asking myself, why me? Yes, I guess I am feeling sorry for myself too……… 😡
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