I just feel so drained and worn out from this week.People were just on me all week.The worst part was that husband for 4 days was on me about pawning my car title,because he has neglected to pay his truck note for 2 months.He told me that it was payed up till Jan…yeah another lie.I don't plan on doing this and I've told him no,but obviously he can't take no for an answer. I don't know why I continue to let him treat me like this.I love him still,I just don't know how to let go.He claims he is stopping using and trying to do better.It is to early for me to tell this time is for real or he is down and out right now.He is trying to help out a little more then in the past,but I don't think it has been long enough on that either. I don't understand why it is so hard to let go of someone like that.I've heard other codependents have similar stories.Is it just people like us that have this problem? I wonder if normal situations,the people in those even have issues to face like these. This is where I need to really work my program,cause people are testing me,my faith and everything else.
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