Nar-Anon Chat™

I'm just looking for some kind of support/life line. My husband is in sober living, working the steps and he seems so at peace and here I am going out of my mind! I moved us from our 1700sq ft. home to a 500sq ft. apt by myself, I'm trying to get the life back in order that he obliterated and paying back all of our friends and family that he borrowed money from because he wasn't working. I know this sounds selfish, but it isn't fair! He made the bad choices, but I'm stuck cleaning the mess because I need to live too! I'm new to nar anon. I didn't even know there was a nar anon, much less 12 steps for us too. I need help, guidance, some shred of hope that sanity will be restored.
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