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Hi Everyone, my husband and I have been married for 8 years. I knew he was a recovering addict when we met. He recently relapsed for the second time since we have been together. There are no Nar Anon meetings near me and the one Al Anon meeting I went to I was very uncomfortable. I'm just feeling lost right now. I have no idea where to even begin. I do not want to leave him but I can't continue to go through this every 5 years. That seems to be how long he can make it staying clean. He isn't mean or abusive even when he is using so I feel guilty for being so angry with him.
hey – I'm so sorry, it's a scary place to be. I hope you can find some counseling or someone to talk to if the meeting thing doesn't work for you. I am having a tough time about my son right now and can't get find meetings that fit my current work schedule. I'm pursuing finding a therapist just to make sure I am thinking clearly through the grief and worry. best of luck…. hang in there. I hope you have at least one good friend you can talk to so you won't feel so alone….
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