Nar-Anon Chat™

Hello everyone, my name is ashley and I sought out this group a year ago(although it seems longer). I was struggling with finding out I was codependent and finding out that my husband was/is addict. I was unaware I was his biggest enabler. I thought my life was over I couldnt go on anymore…so I thought. He went to outpatient rehab then after to prison and I used that time to get better myself through counseling and this group. I did in fact get better alot better…so I thought. I got into another relationship later on with my best friend of 14 years. She has her struggles herself as I have noticed from being her friend. I am now and have been in another very toxic very codependent relationship and I really need to relearn all the things that gave me the strength to leave the relationship before. I have ran from my ex twice now to a whole nother state and the first time i was manipulated and went back now this time she followed me. Can someone please help me an tell me where I should start.