Hey y’all, I have been dating an addict for almost 6 years… well I didn’t know she was an addict until around year 4 and she was sober for year 5… well most of it at least. When we first started dating we were in high school 2014 and I knew she was doing coke with her friends to “lose weight”. However I had asked her to to not do it around me and in the end that made her stop doing it because she didn’t want to be disrespectful towards me. As time went on she constantly told me thank you for helping her change and turn her life around when we were younger… Well fast forward to 2018, my father had just passed away and it seemed like when i needed her the most she was no where to be found, working later, going out with friends, and just not there when we were together. I know it is a lot to be there for someone when their parent passes away but I just felt like i was really going at it alone and When I needed her the most she wasn’t there even when she was there. She had started falling asleep from a simple 5 minute drive to the store and when she would text she made no sense. I started to get suspicious and brought it up to her parents on Halloween night of 2018… She had finally told us the following week that she was using TRIPLE Cs and she was taking a pack and a half a day to get high. She started going to counseling and she told us that she was never to go down that path again… how foolish to believe that because relapse happens no matter what. She was sober for all of 2019. Around January 2nd of 2020 she started using again… She was back to her old ways and I knew something was up, she kept telling me that she wanted to sell drugs to her coworker because it gave her the “high” that doing pills gave her. I told her it wasn’t something I wanted around and if she wanted to be that stupid than I can’t stop her. She took me with her one time to pick up the drugs to sell to her co worker, I didn’t know what we were doing and I wasn’t sure what she even bought. She asked if I wanted to see them, I was told she was just getting some oxy and when she showed me little blue pills I was confused. I never thought anything else of it. on Sunday, January 26, 2020 I was cleaning out the car and I found a pen that had been taken apart and what I thought was drug residue, I confronted her about it and she told me that it was her friends… knowing she is a good liar I called bull and she admitted that she smoked once. I know how she is and I know that she wouldn’t just smoke 1 time… she told me that since January 2nd she has been using on and off. I made her parents aware of it and her father decided to put her in a recovery center. She told her dad that she had been smoking Fentanyl and that was it. She has detoxed and has started her 30 days of recovery. I just want the woman I fell in love with back, we have a 4 month old niece and a 5 year old nephew… they have no clue whats going on and it hurts knowing that my hito can’t see his godmother.
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