Where do I start? My fiance is currently in recovery. We have a 2 year old daughter together. His DOC is crack/cocaine. It's been a roller coaster ride for 4 years that ended 4 months ago when he was locked up and mandated to complete 60 days at an impatient rehab. He's been clean for over 90 days and wants to come back home next week when he is released from rehab. For years I denied that he was doing anything because of all the emotional abuse and physical abuse he put me through. I thought everything was my fault. The crazy fighting and him leaving for weekends, weeks, months..it just got worse. I was dragged down to his level meaning emotionally I was destroyed and broken. The lying, stealing, disappearing, and empty promises was too much for me to handle. I found nar anon through rehab visitations. I have been going to F2F meetings for a month now and also with online social media groups that are closed. I have learned alot and i understand that I can't be that erratic woman anymore and its time to detach. I need to focus what is most important to me my beautiful daughter and my life. I'm excited to be here so that I continue to work the steps. i am also looking for a sponsor to help me work the steps since I cant get past the first step by myself. <3
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