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I have been so lost nobody knows what is happening I had nobody to talk to.
My husband of just under 1 year lead a rampant life, he took many different drugs but his demon for over 20 years was Heroin. He nearly died so many times. I met him when he came out of prison. He was clean, we started to build a beautiful life.He had a 3 day relapse at Christmas which ended with us being in ER on Christmas day. In April for his birthday he took extra pain pills given to him after Hernia surgery to party on his birthday. These relapses broke my heart but he recovered and did not use anymore. His health is messed up because of the life he lead. I know he is in pain but I begged him not to get pain meds that were addictive but on Wednesday the doctor gave him 60 and already he has taken 22.I am beside myself watching this and worrying what should I do? We have argued over this so much, he accused me of not trusting him said that he can control and he will not hurt us. What do I do? let it go and see what happens? I am scared if I don't fight now he will get to deep in. I see no good coming from this.I can't stand to see him itching and nodding off. He would be so mad if he knew I found his hiding place and counted the pills. Please help me.
Unfortunately there is no good advice every addict is different. One of the things that has helped keep me sane are the 3 C's… I didn't CAUSE it, I can't CONTROL it, I can't CURE it. I drove myself crazy trying to find his stash, questioning every penny that came out of our account. Best thing I did was join forums, go to meetings and do tons of reading.
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