When I found Nar-Anon and the two Nar-Anon sites that I visit I felt so empowered, I felt strong, full of hope, excited to get started on my AS recovery, excited that I am going to do this process different this time because of my recovery but yesterday it started again, riddled with fear, anxious feelings, panic thoughts, I canât eat, my stomach is tumbling and Iâm sick again from AS addiction. Iâm sick with anger, Iâm sick with sadness, Iâm sick with thoughts of why. Weâre in the process of waiting for the bounty hunter to find AS. AS is out in the streets, tweaked out on Meth destroying his life again. Iâm saying over and over to myself, Iâm powerless over his addiction, his H.P. is leading his life, I have to keep help for me. I have to help myself out of this feeling of despair. May my Higher Power help me find Peace today.
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