I know I say this all the time but I'm so grateful that this space exists. I'm getting stronger everyday just knowing that I am not alone and that I can be open and honest with things that I refuse to take control of my life.
[b]Here's my share for today:[/b]
Today is the first day of a new month. A new beginning to explore the things of a day that God has blessed me to see.
So far my AS is doing OK. Still drinking but not belligerent or hostile like he was a couple of weeks ago when he first arrived at my house.
He cleans my house completely, so thatâs a good thing. I just keep my prayers for him to finally address his addiction. I pray he does it soon so that he can have a good quality of life for himself and his family. I know he has to be missing his children. I pray that he gets it together.
For me, Iâm continuing to learn how to focus on myself and not to let his situation dictate how I live my life. Itâs always hard to watch but I have to continue to remind myself that I am powerless over his addiction and his choices are his and not mine.
I will continue to Let Go and Let God because God can handle both of us the best.
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