My son was arrested, he was staying in some low-down motel causing such a ruckus that human traffickers has his girlfriend, he went to the store next door and swore that a human trafficker had the girlfriend in their car, the police were called, he had a big fight with the police, the police arrested him for resisting arrest. The bail bondsman revoked his 1st bail so he wonât be getting out of jail soon. OMG! ok now it starts and now will be my time for recovery. Of course, he called, with the most pitiful sad voice telling me that heâs all busted up, that the cops beat him up. I said did they take you to the hospital, are you in the infirmary, he said no, I said you must not be that hurt. Heâs out of his mind right now. He really believes that human traffickers have his girlfriend. I love my son so much and this is hurting me but if I don't stop the maddness, he can't.
Iâm so very thankful for all of these posting on this site and the other site that I go on. Iâve been absorbing, reading and taking in everything that I can. Iâm attending meeting here, and on the other site too, I listen to Nar-Anon on youtube and Iâm attending my f2f meetings. So now not only my recovery but my AS recovery will begin. I love this posting
â IF YOU LOVE ME, LET ME FALL
The sooner you stop saving me from myself, stop rescuing me, trying to fix my broken-ness, trying to understand me to a fault, enabling me…..The sooner you allow me to feel the loss and consequences, the burden of my addiction on my shoulders and not yours….the sooner I will arrive….and on time….just right where I need to be…me, alone all by myself in the rubble of the lifestyle I lead…resist the urge to pull me out because that will only put me back at square one.â
I thank you all for your most precious replies, your replies are jewels to me that I discovered in a buried treasure, thank you
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